| hello, single. |
[Apr. 3rd, 2007|03:09 pm] |
| [ | estoy en |
| | home | ] |
| [ | me siento |
| | ha! | ] |
| [ | escucho |
| | trouble with dreams - eels | ] | .. and then I broke up with him.
man, I'm fickle. |
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| hello, andy! |
[Mar. 18th, 2007|09:50 am] |
| [ | estoy en |
| | home.. | ] |
| [ | me siento |
| | hehehe.. | ] |
| [ | escucho |
| | bizarre love triangle - new order | ] | well, I met this guy on friday at my *FANTASTIC* coffeehouse. -and now I'm dating him.
.. yeah. |
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| hello, final frontier |
[Mar. 4th, 2007|08:02 pm] |
| [ | estoy en |
| | home. | ] |
| [ | me siento |
| | alone. | ] |
| [ | escucho |
| | tables turning - modern english | ] | I feel astronauts are significant. I'm not really a fan of tea or coffee. Meeting someone new would be very welcomed.
-astronauts are the cowboys of the sky. |
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| hello, facebook, my sudden distaste for it and this past week. |
[Feb. 26th, 2007|07:32 pm] |
| [ | estoy en |
| | home | ] |
| [ | me siento |
| | it ended. | ] |
| [ | escucho |
| | love will tear us apart - joy division | ] | So, I got a facebook account (blames Abby's convincing ways).. and now I can't take it. I really don't like what I've found on it. Namely people I don't want to associate with, things that I thought no one would ever say, and the terrible feeling of uncertainty when I wonder if I should "friend" someone or not.
On Friday, I found out that a whole slew of one time CLASH members didn't come back because of one person. It makes me sad, because that person will probably scare them off again even though they really liked combinin' lit' and arts... I hate this.
This past week was a pain in the ass. I have to admit, I wish it hadn't happened. -I was happy -then I got crushed -then I crushed them back -and after all that, I still want it all back. I'm a basket case.
This weekend I think I might do something that I won't lie to my parents about.
I don't trust myself without distractions currently.. too much has happened in only the past three days that could force me to some extreme of my emotional personality. |
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| hello, winners! |
[Feb. 19th, 2007|09:27 pm] |
| [ | estoy en |
| | home | ] |
| [ | me siento |
| | take that, life! | ] |
| [ | escucho |
| | hey eleanor - cftpa | ] | Life is my bitch. |
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| hello, need of translation |
[Feb. 14th, 2007|09:17 pm] |
| [ | estoy en |
| | home | ] |
| [ | me siento |
| | parlez-vous français ? | ] | why, oh why didn't I take french?
someone has to help me understand what the fuck is going on in La Planete Sauvage (http://youtube.com/watch?v=662NnO0Zrro)
it is so beautiful. but the words them Traags' say is all gibberish to me. meh. damn french and their artsty movies. |
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| hello, bold-italic-coloured-underlined letters! |
[Feb. 12th, 2007|12:06 pm] |
| [ | estoy en |
| | School | ] |
| [ | me siento |
| | my face isn't green though | ] |
| [ | escucho |
| | people talking about their inept lives | ] |
I must admit, I dislike that on my Macbook I cannot be bold, direct, or unsure.
To day, my cell phone is my only sidekick, no not that kind. -and posting on Livejournal seems the only thing to do, if not stare at a wall.
-Fiji is leaving. no. -There is a big *donkey* of a ship-stearing-wheel (can't remember the name) in the student lounge that I've never noticed before -I cannot for the life of me find my Fine Point Sharpie. it saddens my soul. But I'm still cheerful, despite my lack of drawing implements.
p.s. I got my headband back from the cave of no return. makes me smile.
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| hello, universe of dissapointment. |
[Feb. 1st, 2007|07:41 pm] |
| [ | estoy en |
| | some room | ] |
| [ | me siento |
| | you derserve it. | ] |
| [ | escucho |
| | lord, let us shine - pink mountaintops | ] | yesterday was fantastic, but a let down.
today had some strange issues. tomorrow may be frightening. saturday is likely to be boring. sunday we'll be stressing for finals and stupid, not because of education. monday I'll be even more stressed and dissapointed, again, not because of education. tuesday will be the day I regret and yet again, be depressed and dissapointed. wednesday I will assist the economy and try to drown my low self-esteem.
that's the plan, at least. too bad it turned out for the worst. jerk.
p.s. casa que pasa is reopening really soon. |
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| hello, you! |
[Jan. 30th, 2007|05:51 pm] |
| [ | estoy en |
| | the breakfast nook | ] |
| [ | me siento |
| | rejoyce! | ] |
| [ | escucho |
| | ladies and gentlemen... - spiritualized | ] | yoga classes three hours a week - you're the one that I want - super fresh music - gingerbread
I have a smiling issue, doing it way too much..
I know who to blame |
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| goodbye, two-thousand and six, you ol' bastard. |
[Dec. 28th, 2006|03:40 pm] |
school starts wednesday.. what a way to start off 2007..
my dad made a new years resolution for me this morning: "get off your ass and earn a shit load of money so you don't have to get off your ass." couldn't have said it better myself. |
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| hello, freaking amazing happiness |
[Dec. 22nd, 2006|10:22 pm] |
| [ | estoy en |
| | home! | ] |
| [ | me siento |
| | Festive | ] |
| [ | escucho |
| | flowers - emilie simon | ] | HAPPY!
although there is a war going on upstairs (aka my brain) although I can't find my black head-band although my nooka watch isn't here yet although my room is a mess although the sims: livin' large won't install on my computer -and although the name of the 7th harry potter book is weak sauce.
I am in a festive mood! would someone like to go to Marie Antoinette next week or this weekend.. sunday night/afternoon with me? |
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| hello, college-students-on-winter-break! |
[Dec. 19th, 2006|09:36 pm] |
well, well, well.. if it isn't winter break once more. long time no see, mister.
seems apart from driving class in the evenings, working in the mornings, I'll be sorta free-ish.. so call if the mood strikes you, faithful yet small in numbers subscribers to my LiveJournal.
I got this set of chopsticks that make me a pro! as a bonus they are plastic and reusable, as well as have incredibly simplistic pictures of lions, trees, giraffes, and elephants on them. super cool!
I've a drive tomorrow in the afternoon: freeway and parallel parking. not excited, the instructor, whom I've had before, is like my father. In other words, no compliments on what I'm doing right, just "You are terrible at __". definitley not excited.
But, I will admit the return recently of so many almost-forgotten faces has me a tad chipper! Hope to see all over this lovely fourteen day stint! |
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| hello, driving around town |
[Dec. 11th, 2006|10:29 pm] |
I like driving I am good at driving but I really should be less stoic in the driving class itself, the one person I know I don't talk to.. 'learned that ford motors made seriously ridiculous movies in the eighties. why is it so many people insist on driving into an oncoming train? |
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| goodbye, stupid youth group |
[Dec. 2nd, 2006|09:33 pm] |
| [ | estoy en |
| | home, thank god | ] |
| [ | me siento |
| | no opinion | ] |
| [ | escucho |
| | quay cur - the fiery furnaces | ] | I felt left out at the PreHannukkah Hannukkah Party, but when they forgot that I had made a t-shirt design for the youth group that had already been aproved.. and voted on retarded and vulgar designs that some idiot had made, and aproving most all of them none the less, I had to leave.
so I left despite the rabbi, bribing me to stay for Havdalah and the promise of good times. and without a backward glance and only an alibi that was full of holes.. stunned a crowd of twenty plus when I strolled away.
but I sort of regret it: that I don't want to be with these people, that they realize that I hate them for being despicible friends to me on various occasions, and that I have efficiently driven them away from me.
I suppose it's ruined my "happy feelings" about my religon I used to have. meh. |
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| hello, gambling |
[Nov. 26th, 2006|07:47 pm] |
what is the bet there will be AT LEAST a late arrival situation tomorrow? |
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| hello, dinosaur-with-gun |
[Nov. 24th, 2006|06:30 pm] |
| [ | estoy en |
| | my room.. | ] |
| [ | me siento |
| | whatever | ] |
| [ | escucho |
| | walking the cow - daniel johnston | ] | I heard it is gonna snow (that white stuff) on Sunday.. the day I have to work, of course.
'turned into a moist, dress wearing, unidentified female today because of that dang rain. the price I pay for conifer trees.
... I'm wearing the coolest pin ever right now I'd show y'all, but I don't do the cam-whore dance |
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| goodbye, stupid ipod video |
[Nov. 23rd, 2006|10:50 am] |
| [ | me siento |
| | ipod has me upset | ] |
| [ | escucho |
| | not anymore | ] | I hate my ipod so much I gave it to my mom.
'look like a boy now, too.. stupid hair |
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| hello, november! |
[Nov. 2nd, 2006|07:18 pm] |
| [ | estoy en |
| | red room | ] |
| [ | me siento |
| | whack! | ] |
| [ | escucho |
| | in the morning - junior boys | ] | the conclusion smacked me in the face that if you look hard enough you can find exactly what you want to listen to. every pick up, every melody, every lyric.. it's there. hiding, but there never the less. it's like a family tree of bands; Beirut can get you all the way to Asobi Seksu Ratatat got me to Stereolab and Architeture From Helsinki Polyphonic Spree to Justice.. I am in awe of itunes.
+Art Marathon and Pickford tomorrow with folks.. +David Sedaris this Saturday +Shopgirl'ing on Sunday
superfun! |
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| hello, saab turbo |
[Oct. 28th, 2006|10:02 pm] |
| [ | estoy en |
| | my bedroom | ] |
| [ | me siento |
| | I have a car, maybe | ] |
| [ | escucho |
| | raised voices in the living room | ] | my sister bought me a pink and red saab hatch-back stick-shift at the Big Brothers Big Sisters auction
at the moment, my family is agruing whether to keep it or not because the oil pan is leaking.. even though it probably won't be mine for more than a day I can say I had a bright pink car. I suppose it's the thought that counts.. I love my sister. |
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| hello, lions and tigers |
[Oct. 19th, 2006|06:29 pm] |
| [ | estoy en |
| | my blue plastic chair | ] |
| [ | me siento |
| | this song makes me apathetic | ] |
| [ | escucho |
| | lions and tigers - asobi seksu | ] | *tomorrow is friday
*today is thursday
*next week I take a crack at sixteen
*next friday is the coffeehouse many of those I adore might be under the same roof
*the day after next is saturday which is project bham
*this sunday my mum is reconstructing a dress for me
tomorrow is friday.. and I don't think I am ready for it to be less than seven days until I try to forget what time is and that I am in fact getting older because of it
wouldn't it be morbidly fantastic if I commited suicide the moment I turn sixteen? |
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